2005-02-28 - 1:10 a.m.
2 Midterms. Not prepared for yet. Getting there though.
Finished my paper for tomorrow. Yay for me!
Play practice went well! Yay for me!
Erin: "I think of you three onstage as being like 2 Kramers and Justin is Seinfeld."
That was the best compliment I had ever recieved. All my life I had been a Kramer... or a George. I was a different man a year ago. Now I'm lucky if I'm Puddy.
Oy!
The music keeps coming. All around me. I'm in a weird place right now. Neither going or coming, just standing still waiting.
I am not a man who waits. I am a man of action and this is killing me. Socially and professionally.
I'm waiting for my fellow actors to get the hang of having dialogue and being onstage. I'm waiting to find out what work I will be doing this summer; where will I live?
Cleveland, Niles, Seattle?
Too many questions.
I have an uncle now. He's in his 70s and has the most extraordinary life. Its humbling to have such an amazing guy say to you "I'm your uncle now. Let's pretend."
Uncle S. Guess that makes his wife my aunt. She's incredible too.
I'm very proud of my family. Real and imagined.
I have about 2000 songs on my computer now. How the hell did I do that?
My life is more empty than it has been in the past. Probably all of this waiting. I need someone or something to fill it. Hopefully it's someone, something does not sound all too promising.
Life's moving so fast now. That's why I hate the waiting. I'm losing time. Time that I really need. Time that is very valuable.
Time, the one thing I can never have enough of right now. That and string cheese.
